ROUNDTRIP!=)

Wala lng..

i just loooove longbus trip kahit traffic.

Wyl traffic..habang ang mga tao ay nababagot sa pag usad ng bus.. ako naman..

nagkakaron ng "sacred idleness" within me..

nakakapag isip… .

nakkapagasessed.

Habang nakatulala..

Nagiisip ng kung anu ano.. minsan naiiyak,, minsan nmn.. palihim na natatawang mag isa..=)

kaya if i have tym at kung may magyaya.. .. naku,,round trip lang.. ok nko..=)

"roundtrip" tawag nmen ng tropang hayskul kapag trip nameng magbyahe..baba ng terminal tas sakay ulit pabalik. ganun lng.. . palipas oras..=)

Gawain nmen nung hayskul.. kakamiss…=)

Eksena

My heart really breaks when im seeing old people along the streets begging for alms and do anything just to earn money.

I am so upset seeing them buying and selling junks and collecting bottles just to have a meal on their table, just to survive on a certain day! Some I’ve noticed became ‘barker’,,pedicab driver, cigarette vendor and some are just standing and spending time on the streets.

Maybe some of those elders don’t deserve that kind of living,even anticipated that lifestyle, and that hurts a lot!

It’s even a distressing scene where you can find them sitting on the corner along the streets,staring on nothing. Teary eyed. ..Helpless....

I am wonderin’ where are their love ones? Do their love ones knows their whereabouts? How about their children?

Their children, that supposed to take care of them now... now that they’re old. It’s a sad reality where kids whom their parents once sacrificed their lives will eventually leave and create a family of their own leaving their parents alone ..again!

A thought of a teleserye made me cry where a typical love story of lovers surpassed the hardships of marriage and having a family that made them utter these words:

“Sa simula, tayo lng namang dalawa tlg..hanggang sa huli..tayo pa ding dalawa..”

It’s indeed, a not so pleasing reality for me and it’s a part of being a human. It’s really acceptable in our society and it really happens. It’s just so sad that in the end, it seems that no one loves them anymore...afterall!

Well, life goes on!

PRETENDER

I dont have satisfaction
I've tried various images
Just for popularity's sake
I let it be done.

Unfortunately, it didnt suit me.
It brought me remorse
A stupid attempt,
That will lead me in regret.

But still, I'm living in falsehood
trying to be you
Im full of hypocrisy
and its time to shed off in this personality
A facade that will bury my souL.
>LeLaY=)

LUMAD Vol.4 No.2
SSCR-Cavite-2002

INSTAMATIC KARMA

AT LONG LAST..I ALREADY HAVE THIS BOOK.

IVE WAITED FOR THIS ,MONTHS AGO AND NOW I AM HOLDING AND DONE READING THIS.

ACTUALLY THE ONLY THING IN MY MiND WAS TO HAVE THIS BOOK SHIPPED

AND ORDER VIA AMAZON.COM.

SINCE IT WOULD BE CHEAPER IF IT WOULD BE ORDERED AND SHIPPED IN U.S ,

however, IVE JUST ASKED A FRIEND TO HAVE THIS AS A PASALUBONG!! (yipeeee,,thanks wilson!) CLICK THIS > JOHN AND MAY PANG LOST WEEKEND

AND WHAT MADE ME WANT THIS BOOK?

WELL, ASIDE THE FACT THAT ITS ALL ABOUT JOHN?

IVE ALSO WANT TO TAKE A PEEK ON HOW JOHN AND MAY LOVE AFFAIR HAPPENED,,

AND TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THAT SO CALLED --LOST WEEKEND!=)

MY FAVORITE TRYCYCLE DRIVER..=)

PRESENTING MY FAVORITE TRYCYCLE DRIVER!! HEHEHEEHE =)

This pic was shot..of course, on his tryck on my way home.
Unaware of what is happening, he's kinda annoyed and uncomfortable (i guess..),
while repeated flashing lights covered the 10min ride on his trycycle. ((witch Laugh)) =D

...and what makes him speciaL?? Well.. ITS HIS HAIR!! i really like his hair, the effortless dread-styled-hair! ;)

CHOIR DAYS...

i had them wayback..

and it happened so fast that we’ve separated, maybe they’ve existed in my life for a certain purpose..maybe they are ..as what other people would say.. a heaven sent!

it such a wonderful and great friendship i’ve encountered with them, we had same principles but still, personalities varies.Am so happy during those days that i opted not to attend school and skipped classes and became isolated with my long tym fwends just to spent my time with them..

we’re in a choir..(i’ve been a part of it!hehe), a group composed of those who can reaaaaly sing and those who are frustrated to sing including myself..=)

we practiced together,we cooked,we laughed, we cried, we shared secrets,knowledge, stories, views in life, troubles, crushes, heartaches,we invoked to SupremeBeing together and had this same frequency..

Time moved really so fast, that..obliviously..im losing them.Others gone abroad..some chose to be in a different field and priority,,and the rest are here.Unfortunately we frequently see each other.. if we do we just nod..say hi and hello, sometimes we txt each other..thats all!

SAd to say..the intense emotion of attachment wasnt there anymore..

Apparently, we’ve chose to be on our own will,, and Gods will also!

We’re having now our own lives..

Lastnight until this morning..a thought of them made me expressed this through writing..i still harbor their memories in mymind and never be erased.. ..

they’ve already been a part and parcel of mylife that, if i chose one part of it to come back, i’ll choose to be with them again..even for a moment!

i missed them.. i miss the tambay days till madaling araw..kwentuhan, tawanan..

Probbably they appeared to me for only a season and for a purpose..irealized it just now and for whatever purposed.. iwould say that they fulfilled what i plead for and mypurposed as well..

its a job well done for all of us!

*this was posted on myfriendster blog last june2008 and ive decided to repost this here since Wilson got back from US last week. We've tried to contact some friends for a get-together but only "us" were visible and reachable as of this moment. hehehe..=)

>TO:sheryl,sherani,erina,erica,vangie,kim,jheng,willen,wilshayne,

nolin,wilson,eric,dennis,tuwit,mac,jermaine,dennis ulit,

dominick,jeck.Kung maynakalimutan ako..

naku sori naman, my memory didnt serve me well..memory gap!hehe

..TiLL our neXt tambay!=)

Just like how ParokyaNiEdgar and KorinaSanchez brags about their longtime friendships with their highschoolfriends,,i am also proud to have myOwn friendship story and still sticking with those people. It's like keeping a heirloom. The more it goes into years, the more its been valued! You may not passed it into next generation, but it would always be remembered and treasured. Im walking blindly not knowing until when will i have this friendship with them..all i know is that, 'tho distance would take us separately, "WE'RE STILL FRIENDS.."












last TAMBAY...a simple despedida for CArolyn! I've been with her since Grade IV. Do the Math, How many years? Im 28 this year. =)
(((center pic : Carolyn-Judy-Cara)))




....last kulitan with her! Where's Cara?Well..she is still..browsing her fezbuk account!Ginugulo nyo eh..=)






Analin AKA "special participation".
She's also one of the originals yet, dont have much time for us..she's been busy with her lovelife! Lately lang, she broke up with her 4years BF so she've had time with us, but not a 6months passed,she've got a new one!!!hehehe..so,, back to her normal life. Palaging absent sa meeting..still..we understand!=)



Karen AKA the DEAN turned THE OWNER of our school...you'll always be missed! Originally,one of the MAINCAST sa mga labuyan. She also left us to Dubai and now she's in Canada.
A RecordBreaker...she's the first one who got married!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! hahhahahahahahahaa =)

























Well..thats's life...DISTANCE will do good sometimes! Lets just go with the flow,and adapt to it!
Someday we'll meet again.. reminiscing what we've been and what we're still having..

WHO KNOWs...DURING THAT TIME..THE MAINCAST WE'RE ALL MARRIED NA!! =)


TERMS TO REMEMBER:
MAINCAST - always present sa 'tambay'
KOOPERATIBA - the term we just keep on mocking each other around since THE MAINCAST were all SINGLE!
SPECIAL PARTICIPATION - missing in action sa mga labuyan =)
SCHOOL - before Karen planned and left us to go abroad, orginally, KOOPERATIBA is not existing even passed thru our mind. Since we're so attached with each other, we've imagined that we're having and one of us owns A school . Karen as the DEan- turned-theOwner...Judy as the Professor...and the rest of us were students categorized also in different levels..
Our SUBJECT matter : ***censored*** ;)