Honestly..it pisses me off when some one asks me about marriage stuff or getting-married. Its not that I dont have anything for it to be answered. Its just that…
I don’t want to talk about it. Neither I planned it nor I’ve got prepared for that day. It just keeps me w0nder, do these people find any other questions? Its so annoying…it seems that I have to be hurry…
i feel so pressured tho’ and I hate that!
I don’t know…
They say that I should have to, and give me these reasons :
1. so there would be people who will take care of me when I get old.
2. its fulfilling to be a mom!
3. lelay, if you don’t get married, you’ll not realize it as of now,, and regret it after all.
…AND THEN WHAT? Will I push myself to get married? (eh wala ngang boypren?!hahahaha)
Seriously…as I recall my childhood. Never I dreamed of walking on a red carpeted aisle while my groom awaits me on exchanging ‘I do’s’…never I dare to dreamed! Relatives have said that “naku si aleli,magmmadre yan! Mana yan sa lola nya.taong simbahan”.
Yes, I actively participated on church activities even when I was young BUT im not wearing a Halo! What I mean..is…maybe..i really am a destined maiden.
A single woman, maybe by choice coz I really don’t have a choice!! Hahahahaha…
Anyway… im not closing any doors here…i might saying it just now, i may still be an easy-go-lucky woman around…and am enjoying my singlehood, being with friends and family! Anyway..im only 26 turning 27..not that old, right?!who knows?!
ALL I WANT ARE THESE :(optional)
1. if giving a chance…I will marry someone who is a friend, a good conversationalist because when we get old I know, all we have to do is talk,,talk,,and talk. No more romantic lust, only reminiscing the years passed by. We should have same interest and has a sense of humor. He may not be a very good looking person BUT someone who knows how to handle and carry himself as well..How i wish i could meet a man same as kikobrew.(i’ve never done this but myguiltypleasure now is to read his blogs,im jealous with her gf ,swerte! i really envied this couple sooo much!).Tas sa photos nya..inisketch ko cya..check it out!! hwooohooo!!click here >>http://profiles.friendster.com/44325224
2. if not give a chance to have a family, I’ll adapt a child because never I’ve planned to conceive a child. I don’t know… I can’t explain…it’s not selfishness tho’. Im just thinking my child’s welfare if I’ll bring him out of the earth. The earth is not a good shelter for him, it doesn’t even offer a good environment nowadays. I feared of not giving him a good education, good health..etc.So better I’ll adapt a child who was already forsaken by their immediate family. Para bawas na din sa populasyon.hehe
3. Or…I’ll commit myself to a friend who is willing to commit himself/herself to me. We’ll just live, rent a house, go out, share secrets/opinions just like what a common friends do. (just like living in a BigBrother house,simply,just like that!)For me…it’s the same as having a family of my own. If both of us got old. We could take good care of each other!
Anyway…I’ll end this…who knows,right?! =)
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