MyFirstBlog for this Year

i reaLLy dont have any Halo, i could say that i am really a sinner,but seeking Spirituality is really on my system. Since i was a chiLd, ive been actively participating on catholic activities. Ive joined Hijas de Maria and Legion of Mary, regularly went on attending mass every sundays, and consistently visited the VigiL and confession area. But as time went on,sometimes, not what you knew before, would be stiLL your belief as you grew up. SeLf-exploration helped me on this and passed my Adolescent years. I've been on what they've called struggles of teenage years and struggles within. Questions of Existentialism and introspection played on my mind. ,and i could say that, people do need guidance sometimes. Its really a Need.Anyways, that's usual, i guess! =)

...and that's how it was started. =)
..started reading the bible, reading articles of different beliefs and listening to different preachers. ive been fascinaTed with Buddhism but leave it just like that till ive found him. Never ive treated and looked to him only as a preacher himself. he's been a good teacher, too. he's been well versed in the bible. Just recently he brought an International award from a popular online web contest, and his blog has been candidate and fortunately won over those 70,000 nominees, including Paolo Coelhos blogsite. YOu will learn a lot from this site,spiritually speaking. Just feel free on browsing and reading articles from it.
'Tho when speaking of this book, The Bible,it would be strictly spiritual,but it's not, i regard this as a regular Book, just like i am reading Paolo Coelho's stuff. ive learned from the bible anything from History and Science. It tackles everything, music, love stories, homosexualities, emotions, vices, friendship,psychology..etc. Lots of categories!! Its just that, you have to be guided, otherwise, you will misconstrued details.

i am fond of the new testaments for it really discusses how early christians were during those days.Eventually, i know that i could perfectly followed rules but sometimes ive really felt so weak. ..

I also do like different quotes on the Proverbs for it really quoted different learnings in life but i havent tried to finish reading it until now and am lookign forward on buying another one, gusto ko ugn may english translations para masaya. hehe=)

A BATTLE

i knew this eversince..i’ve felt this 7years ago. Emptiness surrounds me,melancholy was anticipated. I wasnt able to survive this emotion until my superego reigns.

i’ve fought the battle..my id was defeated..

And now..im facing again this stupidity.

and i knew the culprit of these hostility.

and im blaming mundane desires..

i dont like to live this way.

and i hope i’ll won the battle.

This isnt my ideal self.. ..