Expectations,Thoughts and Learnings

"We are all living in expectations.

What if , our expectations hadn't met ? "

Should we let ourselves consume in to sadness?

Yeah, we get disappointed but how do you deal with it .

It took me years to comprehend this question.

It took me years to practiced and embraced the state of mind i have learned .

To not anticipate on some things that you cannot manipulate and learn how to go with the flow.

There's no need for me to travel or go anywhere just to create my own journey. This life that I am dealing everyday is a journey itself.

I have to know how to deal with it everyday so I will be able to gauge if it makes me sad or happy afterwards.

If I stumbled along the way , due to some expectations that are inevitable and get attached intensely to something or someone, I assess. My mind was train to help me know if I am into it. No in-denial. No defenses. No shield to protect myself. I poke myself right away.I should learned from it so it wont happen again. And yes, if it happens again... its already "my choice"! Neither I blame anybody for it nor question why it happened. (I bet, maybe, it suffices me)

S U N R I S E

I learned that a problem is really not a "problem" but only a "situation". I learned how to surpass that situation and again, deal with uncertainties.

When I am happy, I deal with it na tipong "sakto lang" , I do not overpower the happiness I am currently feeling for I know that I will anticipate more. So I move and just go with the flow. I deal with it only in my mind.

Anyway, it will manifest if I am happy! : )

T R A I L

Expectations. Its part of our journey , however, don't let expectation collaborate with your emotions. Anyhow, sometimes the other part of a plan is the most fulfilling part of our life. Proven and tested. Just go and deal with it , you may never know what's ahead on the other side .

I've learned it for years ..a decade i guess, and I still stumble, but I am okay for every ordeal. I cried so may times and deal with those turbulence in my life , and I learned to just go on and move.

Just dance with life!

Even though the music wasn't my genre.

Even though I don't like the rhythm

Even if Im not good in dancing...

Just dance and go with the rhythm.

Anyway, I am not skeptic that there is this Supreme Being who help me in this journey.

He never fails me.

Just help yourself and affirm that it will happen.

Entertain possibilities! Don't be cynical. Just be curious.

SATANISM ( written sometime in year 2010 )

Yes i myseLf, i admit, is stiLL an individuaL on acquiring and adapting strictly a Christian way of Life, however, i could say that it isnt just,going-with-a-fLow thing but rather something that is felt within. It shouLd be an innate need and not just something you’ve earned for fame and sociaL need. It’s something that urges you to have and when achieved, makes you feeL a better person. Am not perfect as i really have to confess,sometimes the faith that am talking to, falters! Sometimes, there’s a need to feed myself of Spirituality. The need of thinking and meditating about it makes it stay everyday over mymind, unless i am pre - occupied, it wont penetrate! Yet,i stiLL have a feeling of being a Failure on this need after all. I’m stiLL striving… It’s been considered a battLe on mypart that is occuring inside of me. It shifts constantly and there’s no way out but to help yourself.

Oh yeah..ive stumbled on this site a year ago and it keeps me wonder what’ is indeed Up with these people. The last time ive heard about AntonLevy is that, he was featured on one of those people in SgtPepper'sLonelyHardClubBand packaging album of THeBeatles. Just by looking and reading on their Objective(s) makes me think that it might be committed unconciously by those religious people ,too!

What is an Evil for you, anyway? :)

weLL, then again,mymind keeps on wandering…you’LL never know mydear!

The Nine Satanic Statements from The Satanic Bible, ©1969 by Anton Szandor LaVey

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!

2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!

4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!

5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!

6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!

7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!

8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!

9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

No harm..just wanna share . If it makes you feel a bit of annoyance within then i apologize. It’s mybLog and its all about my passing thoughts! :)