She just says... she's aLright! =)

A sTory to teLL...
Forbidden it may seem, but she really assure herseLf that she did it by choice.

That made her happy, 'tho!

Late 2008 was never a hum-drum days for her. It became the most chaotic and unanticipated. I couLd describe her as a Reserve type and an easy-go-lucky woman. She have never open up things that easily . She really believes on herself's capabilities and hated helpless people around. I could say, she's been into unsuccesfull relationships that made her stick and stuck on her belief(s) about Love. She got suitors but then, ditching off some of them. She just love flirting! WeLL, that's her game. She never fall in love easily and got Boyfriends around. (emphasize on the word ''friend'')

When she was on her SecondaryYear in schooL, she've got collections of a not-so-happy-ending pocketbooks where she have read about OpenRelationships. The status that she have looked forward to experience and expLore, until 2008 came...

She fell in love to a college friend. She've never acknowledged the feeling until they went out on an out-of-town trip aLone. Yeah, what can you expect on that getaway ..alone?! Of course...intimacy. They did ''that'' thing that made her fell on the ''trap''. She've called it a trap since she didnt mean to fell. ( i will not tell the story of the guy since i dont know him even met.. just storytelling the emotion of this woman=) ). They're so happy back then, as if they're the only couple living. They've cuddled,shared each others stories,interests,confessions.Its indeed a Freedom! They've became more than what they have with each other.

Yes,she admitted that going out with him was a mutual plan but she've reiterated words to him that they would leave anything that happened on that vacation.

Silence surrounded their trip on a bus going back on their hometown. They've pLayed MindReading, entertaining expectations,hunches and negative echoes on their mind...

She was so confident and certain that she wont fall.

Just 5hours have passed after stepping off from that bus they've rode on, a feeling of emptiness was felt. She wont fall,she have said...

She was in Denial.


to be continued...

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