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A month ago, got an email invitation on this website from a person named Kris. I never knew him, so just wondering how and where did he got myemail. So i still proceed and checked the site, well,its all about Photography!!! Not bad..so i've registered and Uploaded some of the shots ive captured specially those out-of-town pics.

After few days, Ive received email again that some of my uploaded pics was on the FEATURED PHOTOS section. Funny 'tho! Altho its not a popualr site..T'was such a good feeling to received Comments, appreciation even criticisms from those who are knowledgeable. The fact that, i dont even know any technical rules about photography , i only have the appreciation! =)
(actually ive also received comments from people who i could say ..a reliable AND credible one. I am receiving compliments like 'You really have an Eye For Photography, why dont you study?'


you could take a look over here, just click here=)


another one ! CLICK HERE=)



i could say that i am an Amateur and lookign forward on taking a short course about Photography ,probably, when i reach 33yearsold. I will also buy my very own Professional Camera that i am drooling on until now..=))

Why dont you register ,too..It will give you some Fun , that's if, your in to photography and enjoying taking pics.

MassageTherapySchooLing

ive already graduated and still waiting for my Certificate and looking frward on another Tutorial Class about Shiatsu and thai massage,after that class, i'll be on my HomeServiceMassage Biz..hehehe=)

I just want to share these pics :








*******PRACTICUM********


GO LANG ..KAHIT UNG IBA DI PA NALILIGO..HEHEHEHEHE =)






si Konsehal.

si Mam at si Brgy Captain.

Payment for rendering service...FOOD! hehehe=)

whew! super pagod! puyat..oiliness! whew! =))

PAIN

a friend have asked me why not sharing sentiments and sort of painful events that ive been through lately.

its just because i am person who can share emotions when it became intense and felt that there's a need to burst it out.

it's not a need that every detail should be shared.

all these years,i've just noticed that im already used to it.
i am already used on helding pain within and still depending on healing it within.

i've endured all those...and surpassed it ,afteraLL!


(googled pic..heheheeh..backPAIN kase eh..back pain lang..hehhehehehe )

Eto na Ang Diwata!

natisod ko ang Tulang ito sa blog ni KA PETE, ibinabahagi ko lamang..bbihira din kase akong makagusto ng tula,mapa ingles man o sa wikang tagalog. Isa lgn ang nasambit ko...

KUNIN MO DIWATA ANG MGA TAKSIL NA BINATA!!!IPAIN!!IALAY!!!HAHAHAHAHA
( witch laugh..hahahahahaha )

MARIANG MAKILING

Nasa gubat muli ang ating diwata.
Managhoy man tayo'y hindi siya lalabas.
Ang ibig niya'y isang taksil na binata.

Pagsapit ng dilim ang mga bintana
ay dapat isara; dapat nang mag-ingat:
nasa gubat muli ang ating diwata.

Walang masabi ang mga manghuhula,
kahit sino'y walang magawa, sapagkat
ang ibig niya'y isang taksil na binata.

Matapos ang unos, sino ang gagala
upang aluin ang mga sawimpalad?
Nasa gubat muli ang ating diwata

at ngayon ay hindi na nababahala
kung ang mangangaso'y maligaw ng landas.
Ang ibig niya'y isang taksil na binata.

Laganap sa buong bayan ang balitang
tulala siyang lagi't tuhod ang kayakap.
Nasa gubat muli ang ating diwata
pagkat ang ibig ay taksil na binata.

--JOSE F. LACABA

Status Message

He's the reason why i am awake right now and woke up from a dream. He's a reason why i am doing this free-writing...
A dream that made me think of him again, it should'nt be that way for we know that we really are having our own liFe.

I woke and get off from bed and an urgency of seeing at least any link via web that could connect me to him, made me do this just to pacify this feeling...

Its been so long..i reallly wonder why his face appeared in mydreams this past few days. It seems so reaL.it's a Lucid Dream

Yeah., right! I keep on murmuring questions like.. How is he and Where is he now? I've tried to visit her account in Friendster but its not even updated. Still, a family man on his account. A pinch of 'kilig' visited me again when i still saw my account on his 'FeaturedFriends',after ive added him up, at least seeing me on that space eases this Sadness (yeah, ive searched and addded his account, pathetic, right?).
A man with few friends but i know he really is satisfied with his life! I never thought that he could make his life that way and with him living on his own world,i could say that i would'not be remembered. Its really impossible that a little touch of myFace would pass his busy mind. Neither, wonder where am i nor recall the old feelings.

A deep-seated sigh!

If onLy i could rewind those days. If only i could bring up same feelings again,so many 'if's' and it just ended there. It's only right now i'd realize that i've should gave importance on that relatonship. Why didn't i? maybe i was young way back then...the emotional attachment i've had with him was so intensed that i got feared for the feeling itself and gave high regard with my pride.

Ive tried to search his name on Facebook, luckily, his name appeared, having mutual friends. It seems that's it not updated , too. But i am seeing updated pictures. He's been to different places meeting lots of girls ,obviously, because of his work and it shows that he's a succesful man.He really seems so happy and i envy him.,i also envy the woman behind of all his happiness, ive never envied people this way and it feels that i am hurting..

WeLL..i am living in my superficial and fantasy world. Creating my own story within. I've really wanted seeing him again. It's unexplainable and undone. Its really hard to be trap on a feeling that you may say 'unfinish'. It will continuosly haunt you and affect some events in ur life. And what is happening with me right now is an Episode, i hope that its just a mood!

Well.. after writing this,i'll turn myLaptop off and jusT sit here and with this silence.. hoping that even in memories, i can still be with him. Its not a ''Period'' event in my Life right now..it's just a Coma., its undone and I am looking forward..i am..looking..forward..come what may!

MyFirstBlog for this Year

i reaLLy dont have any Halo, i could say that i am really a sinner,but seeking Spirituality is really on my system. Since i was a chiLd, ive been actively participating on catholic activities. Ive joined Hijas de Maria and Legion of Mary, regularly went on attending mass every sundays, and consistently visited the VigiL and confession area. But as time went on,sometimes, not what you knew before, would be stiLL your belief as you grew up. SeLf-exploration helped me on this and passed my Adolescent years. I've been on what they've called struggles of teenage years and struggles within. Questions of Existentialism and introspection played on my mind. ,and i could say that, people do need guidance sometimes. Its really a Need.Anyways, that's usual, i guess! =)

...and that's how it was started. =)
..started reading the bible, reading articles of different beliefs and listening to different preachers. ive been fascinaTed with Buddhism but leave it just like that till ive found him. Never ive treated and looked to him only as a preacher himself. he's been a good teacher, too. he's been well versed in the bible. Just recently he brought an International award from a popular online web contest, and his blog has been candidate and fortunately won over those 70,000 nominees, including Paolo Coelhos blogsite. YOu will learn a lot from this site,spiritually speaking. Just feel free on browsing and reading articles from it.
'Tho when speaking of this book, The Bible,it would be strictly spiritual,but it's not, i regard this as a regular Book, just like i am reading Paolo Coelho's stuff. ive learned from the bible anything from History and Science. It tackles everything, music, love stories, homosexualities, emotions, vices, friendship,psychology..etc. Lots of categories!! Its just that, you have to be guided, otherwise, you will misconstrued details.

i am fond of the new testaments for it really discusses how early christians were during those days.Eventually, i know that i could perfectly followed rules but sometimes ive really felt so weak. ..

I also do like different quotes on the Proverbs for it really quoted different learnings in life but i havent tried to finish reading it until now and am lookign forward on buying another one, gusto ko ugn may english translations para masaya. hehe=)